I can't help but think that there's something wrong with my life and yet everything seems normal. I'm some what happy but it seems so false like I'm dreaming. But its like one of those dreams that can turn into a nightmare at any moment. It hasn't always been like this, only just recently. I can't put my finger on it but maybe its all really just in my head. But there something deep down telling me other wise. I don't what to do and whats worse is that its interfering with my work I can't draw anything, I'm in a rut.(sign) Maybe I should get some more sleep in.